Mood: Cold! ::SHIVER::
Song of Choice:The X series opeing theme
Topic: Lots of Things
I had a bad dream last night...I've been having bad dreams almost everynight, but this one really pushed the wrong button you know?
I dreampt that I was sitting in a Cafe I guess or something of that nature drinking coffee and writing something. I was older too perhaps 20 or so and I kept glanceing at my watch I assume I was waiting for someone. Then someone sat down across from me.
I looked up and there was Angel. He wasn't young...he had grown up and his face wasn't that of a teenage boy but a young man even in my dream I blushed. We exchanged niceties and then when I went to take his hand he pulled away.
"Thing are different now then 4 years ago." He said
I was confused but nodded and he contiuned.
"I promised you a lot of things when I was younger, but things have changed. I've met some...and we're getting married soon."
The shock was unparralled. I sat there in somewhat of a daze then I put on my best fake smile and answered.
"Really? Oh that's great,I'm happy for you. LOL you didn't really think me to expect you to keep those promises did you? Oh yeah just young words with no meaning right?"
I had a cell phon in my hand and I went in to the menu while taking and did the ring selection. Then I excused my self "to take" the "call"
When I was far enough away I called Peter and asked him to come get me. Peter asked what was wrong and I told him I couldn't explain just then.
When I came back to the table I apologized for the interruption and told him Peter needed me to help him pick out a present for his boyfriend's birthday then chatted about his lady friend. Painful indeed. I was so thankful when I saw Peter's truck pull up.
I practically sprang out of the seat. The good bye was awkard and we didn't know what to say so I said it. We shook hands and then I kissed him on the cheek and I told him I hoped he'd be happy. Then I walked outside and walked across the street without looking(something I'm notorious for) and cired my way to Peter...well part of the way.
I think a car hit me or something becuase I remember walking then the ground and my side aching. Then Peter was hovering over me. He was older too and his good looks had grown but they were twisted up in concern. He picked me up and carried me out of the road. Then he hld my hand and talked to me, yelled at me not to die, to stay with him. Then Angel walked by didn't even look down at me didn't do a thing simply left. Peter cradled me and asked me if I had any pain, Peter cried and that's all I remeber things got dark after that.
I have no idea what to make of it all. but to say the least it really really bothered me. as almost unhappenable as it is it still bothered me. Is it taht I don't mean anything to him is this a vision? I wish I knew something.geeze I had more to tell but It hink that's enough...later people
Kim
Song of Choice:The X series opeing theme
Topic: Lots of Things
I had a bad dream last night...I've been having bad dreams almost everynight, but this one really pushed the wrong button you know?
I dreampt that I was sitting in a Cafe I guess or something of that nature drinking coffee and writing something. I was older too perhaps 20 or so and I kept glanceing at my watch I assume I was waiting for someone. Then someone sat down across from me.
I looked up and there was Angel. He wasn't young...he had grown up and his face wasn't that of a teenage boy but a young man even in my dream I blushed. We exchanged niceties and then when I went to take his hand he pulled away.
"Thing are different now then 4 years ago." He said
I was confused but nodded and he contiuned.
"I promised you a lot of things when I was younger, but things have changed. I've met some...and we're getting married soon."
The shock was unparralled. I sat there in somewhat of a daze then I put on my best fake smile and answered.
"Really? Oh that's great,I'm happy for you. LOL you didn't really think me to expect you to keep those promises did you? Oh yeah just young words with no meaning right?"
I had a cell phon in my hand and I went in to the menu while taking and did the ring selection. Then I excused my self "to take" the "call"
When I was far enough away I called Peter and asked him to come get me. Peter asked what was wrong and I told him I couldn't explain just then.
When I came back to the table I apologized for the interruption and told him Peter needed me to help him pick out a present for his boyfriend's birthday then chatted about his lady friend. Painful indeed. I was so thankful when I saw Peter's truck pull up.
I practically sprang out of the seat. The good bye was awkard and we didn't know what to say so I said it. We shook hands and then I kissed him on the cheek and I told him I hoped he'd be happy. Then I walked outside and walked across the street without looking(something I'm notorious for) and cired my way to Peter...well part of the way.
I think a car hit me or something becuase I remember walking then the ground and my side aching. Then Peter was hovering over me. He was older too and his good looks had grown but they were twisted up in concern. He picked me up and carried me out of the road. Then he hld my hand and talked to me, yelled at me not to die, to stay with him. Then Angel walked by didn't even look down at me didn't do a thing simply left. Peter cradled me and asked me if I had any pain, Peter cried and that's all I remeber things got dark after that.
I have no idea what to make of it all. but to say the least it really really bothered me. as almost unhappenable as it is it still bothered me. Is it taht I don't mean anything to him is this a vision? I wish I knew something.geeze I had more to tell but It hink that's enough...later people
Kim
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